HAVE
i'm glad i never kissed her
it'd given me something to miss
i've always been a fool
for kind words said from lying lips
but it seems
i have lost my taste
or rather maybe
it's something i've gained
—
i'm seeing shades again
ghosts of lovers i had kept
and thought i held so deep in my heart
the memories remain
haunting my heart and head every day
and the hollowness won't fade
what i once thought full
is now just an ache
some wounds heal
into scars that take
—
i recall long nights
longing for
someone
by my side
unsettled to
my core
but now i take every day
as it comes
i know deaths
on the way
doesnt matter to me
on which page
—
i look towards the end
not to finish but to begin
and it's nothing i can comprehend
like in those long nights
wondering if I was in Your sights
why nothing ever seems all right
maybe that's cause it ain't
i thought a girl
could bring me grace
but they all left without a trace
but yeah I'm alright
if no one sees me with Your eyes
because of Your Sons sacrifice
I'll still die a happy man
trusting in Your plan