HAVE

i'm glad i never kissed her

it'd given me something to miss

i've always been a fool

for kind words said from lying lips

but it seems

i have lost my taste

or rather maybe

it's something i've gained

—

i'm seeing shades again

ghosts of lovers i had kept

and thought i held so deep in my heart

the memories remain

haunting my heart and head every day

and the hollowness won't fade

what i once thought full

is now just an ache

some wounds heal

into scars that take

—

i recall long nights

longing for

someone

by my side

unsettled to

my core

but now i take every day

as it comes

i know deaths

on the way

doesnt matter to me

on which page

—

i look towards the end

not to finish but to begin

and it's nothing i can comprehend

like in those long nights

wondering if I was in Your sights

why nothing ever seems all right

maybe that's cause it ain't

i thought a girl

could bring me grace

but they all left without a trace

but yeah I'm alright

if no one sees me with Your eyes

because of Your Sons sacrifice

I'll still die a happy man

trusting in Your plan