Owning Up

I am still colored by shame

Though it now holds no say

My heart would speak it's mind

Misled me all of the time

Late at night I would drive

Aimlessly around Gwinnett county

Chain-smoking

Hand on the wheel

No idea what I did feel

I only ever thought

Thought I was in love

It’s just a feeling I had when I was young

And I'm older now

Can see how I was wrong

Yeah how all along

It's just a feeling I had

When I was young

I could have sworn I’d knew her

A thousand times before

But every girl I've known

Has left me standing right in the door

Looking back reaching out

Trying to grasp at what can't be found

Holding on to wisps of smoke

As they drift out of my window

I only ever thought

Thought I was in love

It's just a feeling I had when I was young

And I'm older now

Can see how I was wrong

Yeah how along it’s just a feeling I had when I was young